Master X (master4whtsub78) told me I talk too much so HE ordered me to put some of my thoughts into a blog. When the Master gives a command, I have no choice but to obey.  I woke up the other morning feeling depressed over being such a loser. Not just because I’m a faggot, which is bad enough, but because being under my Master’s power I now have no way of pretending or forgetting how useless and pathetic I am as a human being. I am under orders to text HIM every day how worthless I am and why i...

I am a cashfag, a weak homosexual who capitulates to strong, aggressive, ruthless men. You should know, I am not a cashfag because I like giving away all my money. I work hard for what I earn. I want to spend it on myself. But when an Alpha Male tells me to do something, I get scared and submissive, and give him what he wants. Because I am a fag. Something less than a man. A cocksucker. Sissy. Homo. Queer. Freak of nature. The perfect slave. Fags like me used to lurk in the shadows out of ...