by on June 5, 2013
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Ok, some of you voted on my most recent poll - and this stupid fucking bitch fatpaypig... has it coming. This is a free-for-all - she's one of the most ridiculous crossdressing sissy pieces of shit I've ever come across, and this faggot STILL owes me more taxes for this LOL.  Here, you can read her confessions - and everyone, including other faggots, are free to abuse her at will and fill up her fucking mailbox with abusive and psychologically devastating hate mail. Without further adieu:


 


"I became a cross dressing faggot, humiliation junkie, & paycunt as part of a process over the years.  I always knew I wanted something different or belonged in a different posture relative to other Men.  I longed to be controlled and humiliated.  I manufactured games as a teen to get myself into bondage or humiliating positions.  Once I wound up on my knees with a guy “forcing” me to sniff farts and kiss his ass through his jeans and I was hooked. 
 
The next step in the journey was becoming a cocksucker.  It was in my early 20s the first time I found myself on my knees with a hard cock energetically ramming into my throat.   Again I felt right and longed to become better at it and feel the hot jets of cum squirt into my throat or across my face.  It wasn’t long before I began to look for more powerful Dominant men, preferably who would take what they wished from me and abuse me in the process.  This led to the first time a Man ever pissed into my mouth and ordered me to drink it down.  I quickly became a human toilet for the Men I served.   Sometimes in particular situations they didn’t even want a blowjob just a convenient place to take a piss.   It was this kind of abuse that turned me into such a humiliation junkie and made me seek more ways to be objectified.
 
I was always turned on watching Men smoke …….cigarettes or cigars didn’t matter.  I found my next place of objectification with that fetish.  I began serving Men as a human ashtray …….lighting the cigarette or cigar and holding an open mouth to catch their ash and sometimes eating the butt of their smoke as well.  I was sometimes worried this might make me sick but never has and remains one of my favorite ways to serve a Man.  It also became a very convenient and easy way for a Man to cause me pain by burning me with their lit cigar……..so far I have no real prominent scars but I do have a few places where my skin is permanently marked by a Man.
 
The next component of my faggotry that came about was being dressed in women’s clothes.  A cross dresser …..transvestite …….or whore clothing as I like to think of it.    One day while a Man was dumping his load down my throat He mentioned I should be wearing panties and a bra. I could not wait to do that for Him as soon as I could begin assembling a Whore wardrobe.  The next time He came over I was in a full corset with stockings and heels.  He loved it and treated me like a total whore cuming in and on me 5 times that night.  I don’t look like a female even all dressed up I have lots of body hair and don’t really do my make up very well but I think the turn on for Men is that I clearly look like a loser who they can do most anything to and I will lick their boots and beg for more.
 
 So that’s where I was when I discovered financial domination.  Suddenly I had a whole new way to be used and abused.   It has proved to be a very powerful addiction.  I have spent many thousands of dollars over the years paying various masters.  I have served one Dom for as long as 24 months during which He took about 16k from me.   I have served a m/f couple for about 18 months and over 11k.   All the financial interactions have to make sense to work for me.  I don’t ever respond to “just pay me faggot” demands but something that is structured or well thought out puts me on my knees and hitting send every time.   Faggot fetishes taint my brain and always make me weak and trembling."


LOL! Where do I even begin? What a total fucking cumdump whore - a sickening fucking lowlife ! I've already started to destroy fatpaypig - why not join in?



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